Tittle: A~Cro..ba~ics____
Acrobatics...  what  I practice. High I bat performing my art which is synchronized slow...  and detailed like an etch -n-sketch. Difficult feats of balance, agility  and full body ability emerge while I push forth expressing thoughts,  emotions, experiences, repeating overlaps, walking the tight rope, but  this was not learned in a circus.  Oh friend,this comes from  what-chu-ma-call-it.... experiences? Tears! A broken heart wanting to be  mended, hands caressing tenderly a waist which wasn't mine and hopes  for a fairy-tale to tell were all screaming out... "Please let me be!"  Awh I tell you, those are some tumbling practices! They take place in  our discovery, fights, tears, past and such events aren't  choreographed.  Bouncing on a trampoline, aint nothing like the first  time. Damm does it hurt but damm does get better! I rather tower dive  into my soul, pole climb right into my emotions and  board spring all of  me right into him. I'm learning not to be afraid to swing , twist, rip,  write, bite, move, shove , erase, re -write all that I deserve and  trust me Is no damm cow manure. This art of bringing back the death with  a kiss, making spinal cords bend and healing from the inside out  was made for hearts in progress. They might call them... helpless  romantics, dreamers, fools. I like the terminology because after all, we  are a dying breed and yet not afraid to fly out of the safety cocoon.  The unusual form of physical display may be rough for some gymnast, but I  leap from my trapeze. Yeah, It is my pedestal board and my  heart creates the fascinating swing admired by others. You know the ones  who call us dreamers, crazy, delusional.  If they only knew that at  it’s best the adrenalin rush goes deeper than Egyptian sheets, past  unworthy lovers, Shakespearean poems and it magically floats making the  eyes of the most cynic dazzle. I'm branded with love; I’m a slave to his  symptoms. I have found ways to create tongue twisters while making love  to him… call that talent. My vocal cords splatter verses over  walls giving birth to what was once considered dead, divine sensations  rape the consciousness, happy tears easily wash of the sweat and I have  not yet reached the perfect score of 10. Oh i'm how many ways is God called. You see even those who don’t call themselves gymnast are now working out their eyes, feeling the anticipation rise while  following  my words. Congrats! you are now taking a small leap. I'm sure you didn’t  even know. This is a matter of the heart. Yes, it is a difficult feat  of balance which comes from a what-chu-ma-call-it... which is no cow  manure, the physical display may be rough for some but nothing compares.  Such events aren't choreographed; they take place in our discovery,  fights, and tears. Damm does it hurt but damm does get better.  Therefore, perhaps, you might call it ...acrobatics.  
 Dayanna "Daydream" Carrion
July 2007

LOVE IT!
ReplyDeletealways knew u were a fantastic writer, but only kno i truly see how sic you are.. girl, we NEED to talk... LOVED IT!!
ReplyDeleteyeah I agree, this poem is sick , it truly had me doing acrobat in my mind, full of images I was
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